“Are traps gay?” and the organs without a body – understanding subjectivity and identification
What is subjectivity? What does it mean to be a conscious human being experiencing life? What is consciousness and is the mind the same as the brain or the body? Who are you, really? What makes you, “you”? Do we have a “soul”, separate from our body? If psychology, theology and philosophy want to answer these questions, I think we must also ask ourselves some questions about how sexual attraction works. Despite being seemingly unrelated topics, I’ve realized that the question of whether “a man attracted to a pre-operation trans women” is gay or not (the infamous “Are traps gay?” question) has profound philosophical and psychoanalytic implications about the nature of subjectivity and identification: what makes us human and what makes me “me” and different from others? But first, we must define some terms:
PART 1: Partial vs. full identification
FULL identification is the process of ascribing an equivalence between
the self’s sense of being and existence (the “sense of self”) and an external
object/concept/phenomena/person. Full identification occurs whenever we look at
something and we say “this is me!”. Full identification, in the English
language, is inherently related to the verb “to be”. For example, I can point
towards my Facebook profile, with my name and my profile picture, and tell
another person: “this is me!”, despite the fact that it is technically a representation
of me (and hence, an external object) and not me per se.
PARTIAL
identification is the
process of ascribing an external object/concept/phenomena/person as a subset
of the self’s sense of being and existence. Partial identification occurs whenever
we look at something and we say “this is mine!” or “this is part of me!”. For
example, we partially identify with each of our organs: I look at my leg and I
say “this is part of my body” or “I have a leg”.
POSSESSION is a
subset of the process of partial identification (possession is a specific type
of partial identification). Possession occurs whenever we look at something and
we say “this is mine!”. Possession, in the English language, is inherently
related to the verb “to have”. For example, a car may be part of my abstract sense
of “propriety”, so I can say that I ‘possess’ it (“the car is mine”).
Possession is only a
proper subset of partial identification; in layman terms this means that possession
is always partial identification but partial identification is not always possession
(i.e.: you can have a specific type of partial identification that is not
possession). For example, identification with a group is one type of partial
identification that is not possession (and obviously not full identification
either). We often partially identify with certain groups we are part of: race,
ethnicity, age group, nationality, sex/gender, economic class, people who share
the same music interests or hobbies, etc. For example, a person can partially
identify with the group “Americans”. We know it is partial and not full
identification because they say “I am an American” and not “I am Americans” or “I
am America”. Hence, partial identification is almost always represented by a
subset relation in speech: either I am part of “Americans”, or “America”/”American-ness”
is part of my identity, you can view it in either way, but the “part of”
signifier is almost always implied.
There are certain few
exceptions in which identification with a group can look like full
identification instead of partial identification. For example, Joe Biden in the
2020 US presidential elections said “I am the democratic party”. This form of
identification with a group is at the border between full identification and
partial identification, I’d more precisely say it is a literal partial identification
paired with a metaphorical full identification, so at the metaphorical level we
may represent it as a full identification but per se it is still more of
a form of partial identification. In other words, he didn’t literally
mean that he is the democratic party (hence, what he did is still partial
identification, using full identification as a metaphor), what he actually
meant was:
1.
He
speaks in the name of the democratic party
2.
He
represents the “archetypal democrat of 2020” – his views are the summary of what
the typical democrat stands for, and thus Joe Biden himself stands in as a symbol
for “democrat” as a whole
We see the interesting play
that in this specific case of identification with a group (and thus, a specific
case of partial identification), Joe Biden was not “possessing” the democratic
party, but rather more so being possessed by the democratic party. By
this I am not referring to any sort of spiritual or paranormal phenomena like
you’d imagine in demonic possession, but in that he is being used as a tool or
puppet by the democratic party (“I represent the democratic party, the
democratic party speaks as if through my body, and therefore all sense
of agency and subjectivity is lost, I am not an individual with separate views
from the democratic party, I am simply used as the object of the party’s desire”).
So we see how in certain cases, partial identification doesn’t need to be possession,
but quite actually the opposite of possession: being possessed by a superior
power.
PART 2: The mirror stage and the organs without a body
Lacan postulated that what I
call “full identification” is developed between 6 and 18 months old, when the
child first recognizes his reflection in a mirror (or any kind of reflective surface).
He called this stage of development the mirror stage. However, we are
not interested in the scientific validity of whether he got the ages right or
not, for all we care about, it could be between 1 and 2 years or between 3 and
6 months when the child first recognizes themselves in a mirror, we do not care
about that now. What we care is why the idea of recognizing your reflection “makes
sense” to be related to the idea of full identification.
For Lacan, the body is an
illusion, it is an abstract concept that we have created only in able to give
us a stable sense of self. The body is not a “thing”, but a lack. On one
hand, it is like an imaginary border separating our organs from “everything else”,
like our surrounding reality. On the other hand, it is what we may understand
as the product of the idea that “the whole is more than the sum of its parts”.
We never say “I am a liver”, “I am a heart” or “I am a limb”, but we often
ascribe partial identification to all of our organs: I have a heart, I
have a liver, I have a limb, but I am more than that. However, where is
the speaking subject located in space exactly, “where” is consciousness, “where”
is the mind, “where” is the soul?
We often ascribe partial identification
between the body and its organs as well: we do not say the body is a heart, we
say the heart is part of the body or, more importantly, the body has a heart.
It is this latter statement that is of utmost importance to Lacanian
psychoanalysis, because this is what it would suggest that would occur after
the mirror stage.
Successfully passing through the mirror stage,
according to Lacan, would imply successfully managing to believe in the
illusion of bodily integrity. Before the mirror stage, the child doesn’t
feel like they have a body or that they are a body and that this body itself possesses
multiple organs. No, without the mirror stage, we feel like a bunch of
organs without a body: “I am a heart and a liver and a skeleton and some
limbs put together”. Passing through the mirror stage gives us the illusion
that we are more than the sum of our parts, that the body “has” a heart, the
body “has” two lungs, but after you mention all of the parts that the body “has”,
you end up realizing that what is left is nothing, it is nothingness
itself that is the body for Lacan: an abstract sense of unity that is more of
an imaginary border supposed to “hold” all these organs in place.
Using our terminology, not
passing through the mirror stage implies treating partial identification as
full identification: one feels partial identification as if it is full
identification. It is the same thing that often happens in the attempt at full
identification with a group: one could say “I am American”, an example of
partial identification, and yet still internally confuse it for full
identification whenever they are not capable of mentally separating themselves
from such a concept. What ends up happening as a result is that any attack on
Americans or America itself is treated as a personal attack (“If you have a
problem with America then you have a problem with me!”) – this is responsible
for what we often commonly call “taking things personally”.
It should now make “common
sense” why recognizing yourself in a mirror should be a prerequisite for being
capable of full identification: it is the time where we first notice something
external (“Other”) as “I” (self) simultaneously: I am my reflection in the
mirror and I am not my reflection in the mirror at the same time. The
reflection in the mirror represents the illusion of bodily integrity par
excellence, it mimics our reactions so well that it is as if
it were us. Our image in the
mirror is „perfect” and „whole”: our reflection in the mirror is not made up of
multiple organs, it is made up of a single piece of glass and its interactions
with its light source, so we can notice how our entire sense of self can be
represented by „a single object”; which stands in clear contrast with our lived
experience as „not-whole”, our sense of self made up of multiple, separate
objects interacting together (organs, bones, etc.).
It should also make „common
sense” why a failure of the mirror stage is one of the possible preconditions
for psychosis/schizophrenia. Psychotics perceive their thoughts as external
observers instead of as the source/initiator of their thoughts. In the
cases of a psychotic break, a person may hallucinate voices: they will not
imagine a voice, but will literally hear voices in the same way as we’d hear a
recording if we were wearing earplugs. However, these voices are not part of
reality, they’re part of the psychotic person’s mind.
Non-psychotics, on the other
hand, are capable of experiencing the concept of „having voices in your head” metaphorically,
where we actually imagine a voice narrating our thoughts while not literally
hearing them, and still partially identifying with our thoughts. Your „inner
voice” that you imagine is paradoxically you and not you: you are the source of
your inner voice, and yet you can also detach from it and observe it as if
from an external perspective. This is analogous to the process of viewing yourself
in a mirror, since we see our reflection as „me”, and we are also the source of
it, and yet we can also observe it as if from the perspective of another
person, as if it wasn’t us. And when we imagine an inner voice, say, a
critical one („you’re not good enough, nobody loves you”), we observe it as we
would observe ourselves in a mirror: it’s mine, but I can also view it as if it
wasn’t mine. Schizophrenics do not get this experience, they get the experience
of actually hearing their voices as fully external, without having the
capability of paradoxically experiencing their thoughts as both „mine” and „not
mine”.
Without a surprise, psychotics
experience a lack of a sense of bodily integrity as supported by empirical
evidence (Klaver M, Dijkerman HC. Bodily Experience in Schizophrenia: Factors
Underlying a Disturbed Sense of Body Ownership. Front Hum Neurosci. 2016 Jun
17;10:305. doi: 10.3389/fnhum.2016.00305. PMID: 27378895; PMCID: PMC4911393.).
PART 3: The body and the transgender experience – common attitudes
There are more
politically-charged attitudes that people have towards transgender people and
how we should define men and women. What may come as a surprise is that both
conservatives and progressives on this issue often have something in common:
they view the body as separate from its „soul”, and they both believe that you can
have a masculine/feminine „essence” (ex: „soul”) trapped in a female/male body.
Despite only progressives admitting this, conservatives show a strong support
for the belief of the incongruence between soul and body too, only in an
opposite way, trying to mask this with biological essentialism.
The progressive viewpoints
on this issue postulate that „man” and „woman” are somewhat like „souls”, they
are not rooted in biology, but are complex „senses of self”, and we have a term
for the sense of self in psychoanalysis: identity. Hence, man and woman
become identities: they are not biological, but are an abstract sense of being
and experience that are hard to pin down and properly define. In progressive
ideology, you just „feel” like a man or a woman (or perhaps neither or both!).
Hence, under this paradigm, most people’s genders („souls”) match their bodies,
but there are a few exceptions in about 1% of the population or less, where you
can have „a man trapped in a female body” or „a woman trapped in a male body”. According
to progressive ideology, a person with a 100% male body, even if they haven’t
undergone any surgical procedures or hormonal treatments, may still be a woman
simply due to the fact that their „immaterial abstract essence” is feminine,
which they simply feel, and they call them transgender women (and
vice-versa for trans men).
Conservative paradigms on
this issue are more varied. But as a convention, I will refer to „the
conservative view” in this article not as the view of all or even most
conservatives, but simply the one that I see most commonly across conservatives
on this issue. This conservative paradigm may sometimes claim to root the words
„man” and „woman” in biology but ultimately still believes in a masculine and
feminine „essence” that can not be modified. In other words, they still low-key
believe in man and woman souls. This is evidenced by the fact that if a
person is born in a male body, and they undergo surgeries and hormonal treatments
to match their body to their gender identity, they are perceived not as women, despite
their body now being more closely aligned with female than with male biology,
but „a male who changed their body to look like a woman”. So, a MtF
(male-to-famale) trans person who underwent medical procedures to have a
feminine body is now secretly viewed as „a man trapped in a (mostly) female
body” by conservatives. Wonderful!
Hence, this conservative
ideology becomes like a conquest of displacing the biological essence of
sexual identity to something that is currently immutable with our technology,
in order to hide the fact that they do not believe in such a biological essence
in the first place. A person who was born in a male body can get hormones and
end up having a face that looks like a woman and grow breasts? Then the
definition of a woman is someone with a vagina. Does technology evolve such
that you can now surgically create a vagina? Then the definition of a woman is
someone with a uterus. Maybe in a few dozens of years technology will evolve
such that we can now implant a uterus in the body of MtF people, and they will
change the definition to „person with XX chromosomes” (as is often seen even
now). If in the even more distant future we manage, hypothetically speaking, to
find a way to change your chromosomes, then they will change the definition
again to something immutable, and so on. This is why I say that a huge
proportion of conservatives do not actually believe in biological essentialism,
but use biology to hide the fact that they also believe in „male and female
souls” trapped in female or male bodies. But they always place the soul as
congruent with the body at birth. Therefore, where a progressive will state
that a MtF is „a woman in a man’s body” at birth and „a woman in a woman’s body”
after medical transition, the conservative will silently believe that a MtF is „a
man in a man’s body” at birth and „a man’s in a woman’s body” after transition.
But what they will say out loud is that they’re „a man who has alerted their
body to look like a woman but is still a man” which is virtually the same thing
as saying „a male soul in a female body”.
What both positions share in
common is that if a body acts like a woman, looks like a woman, feels like a
woman, then it may still not be a woman – both positions are marked by a
profound skepticism in physical reality and a faith, not in biological
essentialism, but in a sort of pseudo-spiritual essentialism: „man and woman”
are abstract essences that are more than the sum of their parts. This is
inherently related to Lacan’s mirror stage: both positions can be viewed as
proponents of full identification over partial identification with your organs.
We can see how gender identity under both ideologies develops as an imaginary illusion
of an abstract sense of self separate from your organs – hence gender itself
being a product of the mirror stage and its sense of bodily integrity that it
produces. Both conservatives and progressives (in the way I’ve described them)
on a deeper level believe in „a body without organs”, that a man and a woman
are not the sum of their body parts, but a metaphysical essence. It is just that
the former displaces this view upon biological essentialism which they only half-assedly
believe in.
There is a third way you
could position yourself to the transgender debate. This position can be summed
up as a belief in partial identification and an actually honest faith in
biology and physical reality, unlike the conservative view. Under this view,
the whole (of the human experience) is not more than the sum of its
(body) parts: if it looks like a man/woman, talks like a man/woman, feels like
a man/woman, acts like a man/woman, then it is a man/woman. Let
us call this view the „nominalist” viewpoint of the transgender debate,
since it is quite compatible with the philosophical concept of nominalism. The
nominalist viewpoint removes all illusions of bodily integrity and „souls”: you
are just a bunch of organs, and your ability to change your sex depends on technology/science.
Hence, the nominalist
viewpoint is at a centerpoint between the way I defined the progressive and the
conservative stance, so with a little exaggeration, we may also call it a „centrist”
stance: it could state that, for example, a MtF person is a man at birth, and
becomes a woman only after they medically transition. This is contrasted with
the progressive view that „they were always and will always be women” and the
conservative view that „they were always and will always be men”. Hence, this
nominalist perspective is the only one that allows you to change your status as
man/woman throughout life. How far in their medical transition they need to be
is a detail: we could define ‚subtypes’ of this nominalist view depending on
how they define man and woman. For example, one nominalist could define woman
as „person with estrogen levels over X amount and testosterone levels under X
amount” and would be more permissive in allowing you to change your sex only
through hormone-replacement therapy. Another nominalist viewpoint could be a
bit more strict and define them in terms of their genitals, thus requiring
sex-reassignment surgeries (vaginoplasty, phalloplasty, metoidioplasty) for the
change of sexual identity.
PART 4: How do we define sexual orientation?
Your sexual orientation is
who you want to go to bed with while your gender identity is who you want to go
to bed as. Almost all definitions of various sexual orientations (heterosexual,
homosexual, bisexual, asexual, pansexual, etc.) in some way rely on a priori
definitions of either sex or gender, so it was impossible to talk about them
without first discussing the various ways in which we view the gender and its
relation to our body/body parts, as done above. It is uncontroversial that „a
homosexual man is a man that is sexually attracted only to other men”, for
example. Yet we still find controversies around what is „gay” and what isn’t „gay”,
because while we technically agree on our definition of homosexuality, we don’t
agree on our definition of „man”, and our definition of homosexuality relies on
our definition of „man”. So in practice, we don’t actually agree on what is gay
and what isn’t.
One popular phrase (and even
meme) that became (in)famous on the internet culture is: „are traps gay?” – in other
words, if you are a man who is attracted to a person that appears like a woman,
but has a penis (for example: a MtF trans person who underwent hormone therapy
but not vaginoplasty), does that make you gay, or at least bisexual, or can you
still be straight (heterosexual)?
The different ways in which
we could view gender, as outlined in the previous section, could give us some
insight into their natural implications for how we view sexual orientation.
However, it appears very quickly to me that both the progressive and the
conservative viewpoints of viewing gender as „essences” and not as „a bunch of
organs” lead us to horrendously absurd conclusions about sexual orientation.
Under the progressive
viewpoint, if a person was born in a male body, did not undergo absolutely any
hormone treatment or surgery, still has a 100% male biology, a penis, no breasts,
facial hair, etc; but identifies as a woman, then they are a woman. A
natural logical conclusion of this assumption is that I can be a man and be
attracted to this person and still be straight, which is absurd. More so, if I
am attracted to someone whose body is 100% biologically female (high estrogen,
breasts, vagina, the fat is distributed on the body such as to make them look
like women), but they later confess to me that they actually identify as male,
I was gay/bi all along, which is absurd.
This progressive trans ideology
is also what created the category of “pansexual” (person attracted to all
genders) as somehow different from the category of “bisexual” (person attracted
to at least two genders) – which even they know it serves no practical purpose.
Under the purely
conservative viewpoint, this is again absurd for the same reasons: if I am a
man and I am attracted to someone who was born in a female body and has
transitioned into a male body with an artificially constructed penis, no
breasts, facial hair, etc. then I am actually attracted to „a woman who looks
like a man”, so I am attracted to a woman, so I am again not necessarily gay. Again,
this is absurd. Both of these ideologies imply that sexual orientation is
primarily caused by the other person’s “soul”, abstract essences or feelings of
self-perception, and not by their body, which is mostly false in real-life
experience: human sexual orientation clusters around our perception of the
other person’s body more than around our perception of the other’s self-perception
(progressive) or what their body was like in the past (conservative).
As a quick note, I know that
this is not what most progressives and conservatives believe in practice about
sexual orientation, but this is the result of their own cognitive dissonance –
I am simply explaining what the natural logical implications of their views on
gender are. If they don’t believe that we cluster around our perception of the
other’s self-perception/the other’s past-body (their “soul”), then they are
logically inconsistent in their beliefs.
Hence, I initially took this
as evidence that the nominalist viewpoint of gender proves more practically
useful if we transpose it to sexual orientation, and thus more logically
consistent if we want to have a holistic view of gender and sexuality in
general. From this conclusion, the verdict is clear: if you are attracted to “traps”,
then you can’t be either straight nor gay, but bisexual, since you are
attracted to a person with both breasts/feminine face/etc. (female biology) and
a penis (male biology). In order for you to enjoy both of them, you need to be
attracted to both the female and the male biology simultaneously, therefore “traps
are bi”, q.e.d.
PART 5: The strap-on argument
But is this really it, should
we really just confine to our view that our body is just a bunch of organs put
together, and our status as man or woman is simply the sum of our body parts? Maybe
being attracted to pre-op trans women isn’t bi, maybe there is a counter-argument
I can give to my former conclusion. There is more to this.
We see numerous cases of
people with different sexual attractions depending not on the other’s self-perception,
but on the other’s self-possession. This is where our prior definitions
of possession and partial identification come in handy. In the general
population, we see people who are sexually attracted to cis/biological women
with strap-ons that look like realistic penises, but not to trans women with
penises, and vice-versa. Hence, we are presented with two possible sexual partners
that look almost identical, and yet we see people who are strongly attracted to
one and strongly repulsed by the other. What is going on? This might come in
support of the view that sexual attraction and sexual orientation is perhaps
more than attraction to body parts, and that abstract concepts such as “the
Other’s sense of self” may partially play a role in sexual attraction, that the
nominalist view is not enough? We are not only sexually attracted to how the
Other looks, but more generally to how the Other is?
We can differentiate between
“cis woman with realistic strap-on” and “trans women with penis” less so
aesthetically, and more so in their relation with the “extra organ”. For the
cis woman with a realistic strap-on, the penis is not part of her body.
Partial identification with the instrument is weak or non-existent in the view
of the person who is(n’t) sexually attracted to her: we could say, to a limited
extent, that the woman may hold possession over the instrument (“I own
the strap-on”), but since sexual attraction is unchanged depending on who
bought and legally owns the strap-on, this is irrelevant. Hence we can say, with
a little exaggeration, that the woman with a strap-on doesn’t even possess
the phallus in the viewpoint of the sexually (un)attracted self: the phallus is
not hers, but is attached to her. This could prove as a sort of defense
mechanism or rationalization/justification of the sexual attraction towards her,
either consciously or unconsciously (“I am not gay as I am attracted to her,
not the strap-on, and the strap-on is not part of her”). Here, the
strap-on is viewed more so as we could view clothing: attraction towards a
woman wearing a dress is not equivalent with attraction towards the dress,
since the focus is not on it, unless we are talking about a fetishistic
subject.
The situation with the trans
woman is different. Here, if she has not undergone sex-reassignment surgery,
she will still have a male penis. Now, many subjects may view that penis as “part
of her body”, and subsequently, part of her, part of her identity. The
partial identification with the phallus now is strong.
Now the argument comes: if being
attracted to the pre-operation trans woman makes you bisexual, does being
attracted to the cis woman with a strap-on also make you bisexual? If not, why?
Way more people would agree that being attracted to a woman with a strap-on
doesn’t necessarily make you bisexual or gay (if you’re a man), and if we’d
accept such a statement, we’d get even more problems: how realistic does the
strap-on need to be? Where do we draw the line between “penis” and “cylinder”,
etc.
Thus we can see how our
abstract perception of the Other, beyond their physical body parts, can
influence sexual attraction. In Lacanian psychoanalysis, the “phallus” is not
always the real penis, but a larger archetype that may use the penis as a
metaphor, but is actually representative of all unattainable objects of desire
and signifiers for power. The “(big, capital ‘O’) Other” is also the general archetype
of the idea of “everything else that is not me”, “radical otherness”, as
Lacan puts it. Hence, we can sum up the two positions as follows:
1.
Being
attracted to the woman with the strap-on means that you are attracted when the
Other doesn’t have the phallus
2.
Being
attracted to the trans woman with a biological penis means that you are
attracted when the Other “has” the phallus, or when the phallus is part
of the Other somehow
Archetypes such as the big
Other and the imaginary/symbolic phallus are important concepts in our
resolution towards the Oedipus complex. Maybe our sexual preferences say
something about our personalities and the way we were raised? Maybe the people
who want the Other to not have the phallus do not want to be given objects of
desire (material goods, money, etc.) by others who already own them (ex: a
person attracted only to cis women with a strap-on may be more likely to reject
gifts by a rich person?) and the opposite for the other group? Who knows.
PART 6: Extending the argument towards necrophilia
We see that sexual attraction
is not strictly mediated by body parts, but also by abstract concepts like “soul”
when we notice that many people who are positively predisposed to having
intercourse with hyper-realistic sex-dolls are negatively predisposed towards
necrophilia, even when the corpse is fresh. I propose a thought-experiment/imagination
exercise: maybe in a few decades technology will evolve so much that we could
produce sex dolls that are almost indistinguishable from the human body – from the
way they look, to the way they physically feel when we touch them. Then, you
would do a hypothetical unethical experiment: you take a person who is
attracted to such dolls, you give them a fresh corpse and you lie to them that
it’s a doll. They will not notice a difference because we already assumed that
they are physically indistinguishable. At the end, you reveal to them that they
actually fucked a corpse, and not a doll. They’ll very likely have a negative emotional
reaction, not only due to ethical considerations, but their libido in general
might also slow down. If you want to test their libido specifically, maybe you
could reveal it to them in the middle of the sexual act.
Regardless, I don’t think we
would actually need to do such an experiment to imagine what the likely outcome
may be: with some exceptions, most people’s sexual attractions are based on our
abstract concept of what life and human experience is in general – therefore our
libidos distinguishing between a corpse and a sex doll who look identical. Now
the verdict is the opposite: sexual attraction is more than the sum of some
physical body parts. How do we integrate this into our conceptions of gender
and sexual orientation? It is still a mystery so far to me.
With regards to your "traps are bi, q.e.d.", I'd like to point out that there is a difference between being attracted to both men and women, where a man is a person with 100% body parts of a male, and a woman is a person with 100% body parts of a female, and being attracted to a "trap", who is a person with x% male body parts and (100-x)% female body parts, all in one person. This is something different and new from traditional understandings of bisexuality, and may qualify to be called 'pansexual' or something entirely new.
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